Monday, May 26, 2008

Fuel Price Increase!!!


Government just announced new price for fuel on last Friday around 9 PM. I left my office around 5 pm and decided that I would filled my tank full although I just filled about two days before. Well, the difference may be not so much, but hey... I am an accountant , and I am an economist (I could not say that actually ;-) ), so I went to the fuel station and filled my tank full.

Luckily the fuel station was not full and I still could enjoy and not in the long line...if I went there an hour after, pretty sure that fuel station would be fulled with people who want to fill their tank also.

That was not the morale of this story of course, but I want to say, I don't believe how come Government decided to increase the fuel price with this current condition, do they calculate the multiplier effect for this decision?. I am sure they do, but I am pretty sure they don't care for damp pooor people who will get the direct impact of this increase. I just don't believe...and I am sad.

I arrived at home, stretching a little bit to give my body recover after one a half hour in the street and driving alone. I opened my notebook and start opening excel, and recalculate everything for my spending, I feel a little bit relief that I still can afford driving my car to the office and just need a little adjustment. I am lucky...Thanks God.

But I just cannot imagine for people who get paid within UMR, can they still afford to buy food? paying school fee for their kid, and for basic thing??... God, Could You please give them strength more than before to face this life that getting harder and harder.....Amin....

Thursday, May 22, 2008

You Are My Treasure

Dear Love,..
Some days seem so filled and so busy
We seem to need more hours in the day
To get it all done
People who mean the most to us
Don’t get a phone call, a card or a visit
That would mean so very much
They aren’t told how very precious they are to us
And they aren't aware Of
just how often they are in our daily thoughts
I don’t want another day to pass
Without telling you how very much I appreciate you
And all that you do And that
I admire and respect you in so many ways.
I never want you to think that I take you for granted.
I love you each day,
Even when I don’t take the time to tell you.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Afraid for Uncertainty


I read "La Tahzan" which mean dont be sad a few days ago. There is a sentence that still stick in my head until today, and I keep going repeat this sentence again and again. It said, do not be afraid for future that uncontrollabe, just keep doing the best for today. I really love this phrase, easy to read but I am not sure that I am fully understand and agree what this author said.

Of course I am afraid for something in the future that I can't control, I am afraid that what I have been done so far its enough to give me a peace life in the future. I am afraid that I will not have any income in the future and should depend on someone, even this someone is my own husband... I am afraid...and yes I am really afraid.

I am afraid that I cannot give the best for my son, I am afraid that my son will not love me anymore when finally he meet with the girl that he loves so much, I am afraid that my parents will leave me alone in this ugly world... I am afraid...I am so afraid.

When this feeling hit my head, and give me a stress of thinking this kind of uncertainty, I am back to the book...and trying hard, and thinking what I should do today...just do the best thing I can, and leave all this worried things behind me...

I can't answer that...but just do it...and follow my heart ...